still fucked

stil emo still fucked

hello world,

just wanted to say hi, and that i'm still here and the world is still cruel. 

my best friend, who is 3 years old, recently moved out of the state and i'm pain strickenly depressed. 

so...  i've been watching a lot of showtime, which we have a 3 month free trial of. the end.

xxx

p.s. don't worry i'm still emo. (and emo is making a comeback)

-c

thank god for trixie and reptile

i am so happy the person below me is still on this right now. i'm even more happy that you are so happy and doing fun wild things. i was actually thinking about it how you are becoming cool and popular and busy and athletic and all these great things really fast and how we are probably slowly drifting apart and forgetting each other... but then i'd still get random texts saying

"Love you, Miss you, Loving you, Missing you"

which is both precious and hilar and a great saying in general. anyway.... i really am hella bottom out desperate for all of you and just want to say that i really have a really large amount of respect and love and thanks to be had for each and all of you involved (you know who you are) and i hate to think that our lives are moving shifting away, apart, separate, but hell.... we can still go buck in heaven! yeee. and if we do go forward and get a grip on life, at least we can look back at these bitchin times and smile. the end.

lamest thing ever but i don't care b/c its true!!! <3

xxxo

ct.

Love you, Miss you, Loving you, Missing you

Well it has been too long, because life has been too good to me to post on this blog. However I have a few thoughts.

• One day we will find true love and we will forget we were ever sad! Maybe!
• I'm a sucker for falling into love quickly in relationships I know can never go the distance.
• Crazy people are a passion of mine. Crazy people know how to live.
• I need to better myself.

i am a ghost

i move about freely with no one to answer for.

i haunt those around me.

the only real life i have is searching for a cheap bit of pleasure from online the interspace.

i am a ghost.

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING NEW TO SAY IT IS TIME TO MOVE ON//

i got a speeding ticket and i feel like shit